Once Upon A Time,

Comeback?

2009-11-03T13:37:00.000+08:00

Finally, I am blogging -__-. I am currently having some internet issue at home, therefore it explain my absence in the cyber world. Bro is not paying the bills and idk if he ever will. Its okay, I learn how to survive without internet though :D My baby is back with a new single and he film his PV at New York O.o Trust me, I miss the boys. I have not been getting their daily updates and that suck, BIG TIME. The internet in the library just hates me. Damn it. I have been helping Mum and teaching the young kids the qur'an. Idk why, but I kindda love doing it. Not because I get paid, maybe because I feel closer to god :D

Its awesome :D Love,The Geek

2009-09-24T14:39:00.003+08:00

I AM ON HIATUS~

Love,
The Geek
P/S Will be back around mid October. Miss me :D

My source of energy :D

2009-09-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

I'm back to my ichiban yo *kening naik turun to Esty*

Love,
The Geek
P/S They are the other half of me, so I will NEVER abandon them :D

2009-09-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

Even though I am very exhausted and its pass my bedtime, but I still decided to update the blog. Reasons is because:

1) I had a lot of fun with dancers. as its been a long time since I pecah otak learning dance step from them.
2) I got to talk to them a lot :D
3) I did a lot of stupid stuffs.
4) I just have my shower and I am drying my hair before going to bed. Haha!

Its been months I guess since I last dance. Therefore, it explains the muscle cramps I'm having right now. Firstly, I would like to apologise to Esty. I'm sorry you have a very hard time teaching me the steps. As you know, I have a very slow brain. I am truly sorry. I see you were very stressed up. I am so sorry :( I will work harder!

Firstly, I got a very shocking SMS yesterday that there's dance practice today. Aiyoo. Therefore, we need to go to Lavender to PA. Thanks Grandfather Osman for letting us use the place. My mind wasn't there when I was dancing. Seriously I wasn't giving my fullest attention. Therefore it explains why I am in daze sometimes. Sorry to the people around me. Learning a dance in a day use to be ohh-kay for me last time. But its different now when my soul wasn't there. I get the steps but my brain can't remembered whats next after it. I am truly sorry to those that teach me the steps as I have disappoint you. I will try harder!

Went to iftar together with the dancers. Was so hard to search a place to break-fast at Bugis. Aiyo. We ended up in MacD. Haha! Went around in Bugis Junction to walk around. I found a clutch bag but its beyond my budget. Wah piang. I will try to look for a cheaper and reasonable price or may not buy one :( Its okay can save the money to buy other stuff and eat. Hahah! Thanks to Cikgu.A for the ice-cream. You never failed to feed us on food even after we just had our practice and was just joking -___-. I feel so fresh right now since I just had my shower. I doubt if Ikaa is having a shower. Haha! There was once she told me she didn't bath and went to sleep straight away after dance. Haha! Busted yo. Haha!

Love,
The Geek
P/S Perseverance for passion.

Nothing.

2009-09-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

Finally, my N level paper part 1 is over :D I did badly for MT and Social Studies. Yes both of the subject where I can rely on to get lower grade. I don't know whether it will be over for me to get to 5NA. I can only sigh for now. Luckily humans is a combined subject. Meaning I have another chance to pull up my grade but still I think I could not get A2 or better for it T_T English papers was shockingly easier than prelims. I was shocked that I managed to answer most of the question and that I manage to get exactly 130 words for summary. Haha! Its over, I should not think about it. Ohh.

It seems that I can bid goodbye for my september holidays :( My only free day is Friday for now. I still have to come to school tomorrow for Maths class and go for dance practice on the afternoon at PA T_T Wahhh. No time to even relax. Even my Friday will be used to clean up my room. Ughh. Why why why why. Nevermind, endurance is the only solution.

Love,
The Geek
P/S This doesn't look like a decent post. Ugh. Nevermind. Era! Yuk webcam lagi ^.^

2009-09-06T18:06:00.001+08:00

Lets countdown :D 14 more days to Hari Raya n_n but less than 24 hour to my N level papers T_T I know, I know. I should be mugging my ass out now rather than blogging but I decided to give myself a break since I didn't even use the computer yesterday *claps* Luckily tomorrow is my Mother thounge(I failed at spelling thouge) papers therefore I still have a day left to remember everything for Social Studies. I tried to remember everything but I failed therefore thats why I am here T_T On Wednesday will be the last paper for the month and thats english paper. Without english, I can say goodbye to 5NA. Ironically, I managed to pass my english language for prelims and even managed to get Grade 4 without oral. I supposed its luck therefore I have lost a bit on confidence. Ohh damn. I should stop thinking negatively. Should stop talking about exams.

So, my pretty pretty and one and only favourite and number one boys are perfectly fine :D :D :D :D! Ryo start getting on to work and 1 Sep while Baby Pi start working yesterday. I am really really happy that they are perfectly fine :D Now, I can sleep at ease. I have managed to cancel off raya clothes, head veil and shoe on my Raya wishlists :D I am still left with clutch beg and make-up items. Damn it, I seriously have to get a clutch bag. If any or the readers know where to find affordable and pretty clutch bags do tag me :D I will kindly appreciate your help :D Guess what? All the items that I have cancel are all sponsored by Mum :D That's the advantage of skipping my social studies class just to go geylang with Mum and Sis :D Okay, I should at least read some of the social studies notes now. Bye :D If I have time tomorrow, I will blog on my first time experiencing taking N level papers :D

Love,
The Geek
P/S Lets pecah otak :D

My forever ichiban.

2009-09-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

I am feeling very sad in the inside as I got a really bad news from my community yesterday night. Pi and Ryo is now infected with a influenze type A. OMG! Damn pigs. Ughh. T_T I can't stop feeling sorry for them. Johnny also said that they will now stay at home and rest until they are fully recover. They just end with their 24hr terebi and then get the influenza. Maybe they were affected from the crowds. Tegoslut have a fever but they have test him and he didn't had the pigs flu. Lucky him. Massu, being the pig himself is not affected. Haha! Maybe he is the one that spread the germs to the others. Haha! Kidding -___- Koyamama, please take care of the others. Yoroshiku onegaishimasu Okaasan. Hahah! Shige, just do your virus detector finger. Haha! Mann, I miss these boys :( But, on the hand. Its good that RyoPi get the virus. Finally they can have a rest from all the work that they have been doing. But its a pity that both of them are in the middle of filming a drama and the episodes are to be delayed. I just pray that these boys will recover fully and be themself. And Pi, please at least update your nikki so we know what you are doing :D

People might think that I have abandon my JE boys since I am too hook up on Kpop. I know, I know. I don't know why myself but I have been listening too much Kpop songs nowadays. I will try to refrain mysell from doing so. But, please don't think that I have abandon them. I still do catch up with their lastest news except I don't really talk about them here. Its sad though. But, its okay. No matter what happen, they will always be my ichiban forever. No one can replace them even TOP, Nickhun or Gdragon :D Heeh. Alright alrigth. So I would like to congratulate C.Rizwan for making in the final for the Sprouts Dance Competition. He manage to get in the Top 9 out of the 18 dancers I think. Congratulations. Being the supportive students, we will come see your final alright :D Haha! Now, I really have to divide my time wisely. I have to divide my times for upcoming 'N' level papers that is 5 days away and also to catch up with the zapin dance which the others have finished study. Ughh. I hate it when studies and dance clash up with each other. Tsk.

Love,
The Geek
P/S I still love my boys :D

2009-09-01T15:52:00.000+08:00

I got a mix of emotions right now. Well, just put that aside first. Hmm. I feel like eating ayam percit, burger ramly, takoyaki, okonomiyaki, vadeh, kebab, laksa, rojak india and chicken rice *lick lips* Wahh, thats a lot of craving. Haha! Its okay, will get them when I go to the bazaar soon. Haha! No I should not buy those food I must save for the bag first. LOL! So, so, so. I spent the night yesterday laughing my ass out watching Arashi No Shokudai(?) I have been missing a lot of its episodes though. Again, they never fail to humour the audience. Now, now now now. G-dragon was on Inkigayo and he was smoking HOT :D He even won on Music Bank without performing. How cool. He even beat 2NE1 who won 5 times in a row. Haha! And and and the girls did great while thinking of something new and perform it at inkigayo. Check them out below. Haha!

Love,

The Geek

P/S I should endure with it.

Patah kaki.

2009-08-30T00:43:00.000+08:00

My legs feel sore after a day outside. Went to Bugis, Waterloo to support C.Rizwan for his dance competition preliminary rounds. Cikgu's item was awesome but its very hard to see who is better. Seriously, it seems that all of them are very good in dancing. The art of dancing is the best. Did not catch Cikgu Arif performance since his item will start late. So headed down to meet Cikgu and Udin. Udin did not look like Udin. Hahah! When he was dancing I was doubting if it was really him since he was glaring at peopl like as if his eye ball is coming out. LOL! Okay, I am exageratting. LOL! Took a photo with Cikgu and told Cikgu we wanted to go to Marina and he show us the bus stop outside with his make-up, sweaty body and tied hair. Haha! Again Cikgu was being irritating with "Anak Abah". Ughh. Who bilang uhh. Alermak. Haha! Went to Marina and had Pop-eye. Haha! Was oh-kay. I love the biscuits and coke the most. LOL! Head to Geylang afterwards. Sunggung boring larhh. Aish. Did not bump to any familiar faces. LOL! Haha! Should go again there when I am not tired after a whole day outside. Haha! Era's parents sent us home. Thank you as usual. Haha. Here I am blogging. LOL! Its 12:45am and Mum already cook for sahur. Haha! Okay, should go youtube-ing. Haha! Not in the mood to sleep. Ironic as I just now I keep saying I was dead beat. LOL!

Love,
The Geek
P/S Siapa tk pergi rugi ^.^

Emotional.

2009-08-27T21:40:00.001+08:00

I hate the fact that I am only allowed to use the computer at night. Ugh. Brother is not giving in as he hook on watching "Tangisan Bulan Madu" on youtube. I was like "whuuuut?!". I regret for telling him the tittle of the drama. Tsk. Now he is hook on the net for hours and keep delaying the time I want need to use the computer. Ugh. However, its kind of an advantage for me as I can at least do some homeworks or self-study. Haha!

Okay, suddenly all the things that I want to update about drift away. Ugh. Ohh yarh. I have received my POA paper and wow I failed. Well, I am hoping to fail as I did not put in effort in the paper that much. I even have a lot of time to even drew out Tegoshi and Massu on the back of the paper. Surprisingly, it look nice. Haha! I should consider taking art instead of POA -__- LOL!

Have you even think of someone you are very close to will go to heaven one day. I have been having this thought ever since Mum kissed me 3 times and keep saying to me to take care of myself. Ever since she said that, I honestly felt something is wrong. Its not like my Mum have this big ego that she didn't kiss me before. Well, she used to do it but eversince I am 16 she occasionally kiss me. But the repeated sentence of to take care of myself frightened me till that I felt tears rolling down my cheek on my way to school. I am a type of person who usually do not tell my friends what my problems are. However for this time, I tried talking to them and I felt better. I called Mum and she picked up the phone sounding fine. To double check again, I text my sis to check on Mum. When she said Mum was OK! I felt relief. Just having the thought made me tear. What if she really go. I will be mourning over her death then. I had a dream last night about me plucking out my tooth. Some people might know what it mean. I mean that someone will die. Mum also had said something that I should stay strong on my religion if she have to go one day. I don't know if its just my thoughts or what. I hope it is. Because I still love you Mum and I have a lot of things to repay to you.

Love,
The Geek
P/S Ugh. Why did I get so emotional.

Random night talk.

2009-08-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

Time check : 9.41pm. Since both of my brothers are owl. They usually tend not to be home after Isyak. Its always like that. Haha! Isn't it good if I were a guy. Dad won't be worried much about me and I can go home the next day without informing them like how my brothers always do. I can also laugh my ass out without making people gasping and saying I am a girl. Eventhough I usually do laugh like a ghost, I don't do it when I am wearing the tudung. Lol! I can also express my anger by fighting which I always end up with -_____- On my second thoughts, am I really born to be a girl? I have boobs but why the hell do I act like a boy -___- Maybe I played around with my brother a lot when I was a child. But, being a girl also do have a lot of advantages you see. Firstly and the most important it you are absolutely much more hygienic and cleaner than BOYS. Haha! Secondly, you tend to be more better in studies compared to boys. Haha! No offence but that is how I see things.

Before people go around bashing me in my tagboard I should stop. Haha! So far, I have received my Humanities, Science and MT paper. I am absolutely dissapointed for my history. Ugh. I did VERY BAD for SBQ. I get an effing 11/25. Ugh. Damn it. I really have to improve on my time management instead. Ugh. Due to my SBQ I did not manage to get distinction :( Ugh. Science was cukup makan. Haha! Really have to buck up on both Chem and Phy. MT was ironic. I thought I was going to flunk it since Mdm Zurainny keep saying we did not do that well. But, *wriggles eyebrow* Haha! But still I didn't manage to get Grade 1. Ugh. I have a strategy on how to enter Sec 5 by not doing well :D Lets hear okay.

So, if you know you suck big time for you Maths just make sure you at least get Grade 5. Die die must get as thats the criteria. Then, if you also sucks in English at least pass it eventhough its like cukup makan. Then make sure you get Grade 1 for you MT. Or maybe Grade 2 as you must not be that confident you see. Then chose 1 subjects that you a really good in and make sure you score Grade 1 or 2 and the other left points can be filled with your worst subject like Science (for me) and you can drop POA :D Haha! But, at least get a passing grade for your POA so your certificate look much better. LOL! Therefore, I think I really need to pass my Maths, English and Science and to score better for Humans and MT :D How? LOL! This is actually suitable for people like ME who despertely want to go to Sec 5NA and take O level but don't have much time to get better grades and could only score 19 points. Get it? LOL!

Love,
The Geek
P/S I don't think people will understand this post. LOL!

2009-08-23T10:31:00.000+08:00

Its just 10:23am and I can already hear my stomach growling. Again I did not had my sahur due to my lazyness. I have been sitting at home since Friday night and I totally feel weird. Haha! Usually I would be out on friday night. I mean I really love friday night. So people lets make plans :D Hehe. Since prelims is over at least I can have some time in between for fun. I want to go out out out. I absolutely can't wait to support C.Rizwan for his dance competition. Gambarimasu :D Will be going out with the dancers and Ros and will iftar outside. I also want to go out to Geylang with Mum as I still have not have my raya clothes. I know, I know raya is still a long way but heck I always have to prepare my stuffs first. Haha! In other words, I am kanchiong. LOL! I think that I have to start mugging again for the N level papers. I really have to score VERY well for humans since thats is my only hope. Ugh. Hopefully a dinstinction for both Social and History. Not just one of them. Haha! Here, here, here I have a video for you. Go watch! This is one of the reasons why I love Suju and Heechul :D

Love,

The Geek

P/S Ugh, there is school tomorrow. Ugh.

Prelims are over :D

2009-08-22T16:31:00.000+08:00

I have been wanting to blog, but I was too hook up with my videos. Haha! Finally, prelims is over :D Now, I don't need to run towards time. No more going home early and straight away mug my ass out. No more remembering all the formulas in the shower. No morehaving a short computer time. No more dirtying my room with erasers poo. Haha! I am finally FREE :D Eventhough the real game is not over yet. Haha! Muslims people have started fasting today. Sadly, I didn't had my sahur since I was lazy to wake up and therefore said that what mum cooked is too spicy. LOL! Now, I am controlling my hunger till 7:14pm. Recently, I have also been wasting all of my tears on watching Mnet Scandal. Argh! It is so sad. Go watch. I prefer Lee Hongki and Taec's than Nickhun. Okay, I will blog if I have something to update on :D Keep tagging.

Love,
The Geek
P/S What a useless post. LOL!

2009-08-18T20:12:00.001+08:00

TWO MORE DAYS~

Love,
The Geek

2009-08-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

Blogger sucks. It take ages just to upload a photo. Ugh! On Saturday, I went to help out the girls with their performance. I didn't know it would end so late. Haha! I thought I could use some time in between to study but I failed. Haha! Seeing them made me envy them so much. I just wish that I was in their shoes now. I wish I was still facing my Sec 3 life. I wish I had another year to be in school. I wish I was not taking the national exam this year. I wish I was having fun goofing around while waiting to prepare. I wish that I could spend more time on Jdrama-ing which I could not now. Mann, I just miss all these stuffs. I really hate the fact that I am leaving school this year. However, if I really did well I would be able to stay for 5NA. I really want to stay. Part of it is actually to continue dancing. I know, I know. Ugh. I just wish that Einstein is still alive and I could ask him to help me to take me to the past. If possible, I would repeat the moment we had in Akar Mekar. HAHA! But, I still have to face the reality now :D I gotta move on.

Internet have been very laggy nowadays. Fb totally hates me. Ugh! Hotmail also hates me. Damn it. Now, my computer memory is going to explode anytime. I just realised that I actually have a lot of photos in my files. Haha! When I say a lot it is a lot. The whole file is filled with photos. Haha! And it literally took about 3/4 of the whole memory. LOL! But, clever me. I managed to upload a lot of the photos in my Photobucket. Ohh, I really love you PB for helping me :D

So, I still have 3 days of prelim and can't wait for it to be over. I know, I know. Prelims is over doesn't mean that my 'N' level is over. But, at least I would be able to have some break and just focused on doing VERY well for Social Study paper. Haha! I really hope I can get a distinction for it since my history grades have been degrading. Ugh! I used to better in History than Social Studies but now its the opposite. Ugh! Btw, I had my history paper just now and my time management sucks BIG TIME. I didn't manage to even finish the last question of SBQ. But lucky me I was able to earn at least 1 mark from it just by anwering the first sentence. Haha! Supposingly, I should be inserting Physics formula in my brain yet here I am. Haha! I should get going. I don't want to stay late night, I can't stand it. I have to get 8 hours of sleep. Bye~

Love,

The Geek

P/S Why does my post seems so happy?

2009-08-15T13:32:00.000+08:00

Spend my Friday Night with 4NE1 (haha! Inside joke) LOL! We went to Bugis and then to Taman Warisan. Bought something for a lovely person. Haha! Went around Kinokuniya and I saw NEWS on the cover page. Pity I didn't have extra money to buy it for myself. The girls decided to have their dinner and also my time to break-fast at KFC after I reject each of their offer to go to eat Nasi Lemak or BK. Haha! In the end, I didn't finish up my food. Haha! We went to Taman Warisan. It was boring. LOL! Haha! But as soon as there is tarian, we stop and watch. Dian Dancers was also there. Haha! Din was dancing too. Then we went out of the place and saw one of the Si Anak Seni guy! Hahahha! Call Cikgu Zurainny, using loudspeaker. Haha! Went home laughing our ass out. Reached home at 10 plus plus when I told Dad I would be home before 10pm. Haha! But Dad knows that I always come home later than I told him I would. Haha! Aunt and her family came. Shocking. Haha! Yeay, I can insert yesterday picture already except that Facebook hates me. I can't upload photos. Ugh!

Guess what? Hillgrove Secondary name was announced in the Malay Paper again today. Haha! Thanks to Akar Mekar. But, what they said about Akar Mekar was correct. Those that didn't go would regret. It is so GOOD~ Haha! Here is the summary :D

STUDY :D

2009-08-11T17:28:00.000+08:00

MY PRELIMS IS STARTING IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS! WOW~

Note my sarcasm above please. Ugh! I will be having my English Paper 1 tomorrow! Yeah! I am so NOT loving it :D I have 14 hours left before exams start. But if I were to minus of my sleeping times it will be 6 hours. Wow! Great. I still have not start on my Social Studies revision which I supposingly have started on. But, due to the sickness that I am facing that is Short Term Memory, I forget to retrieve my Social Studies book from Aniq *claps* Ugh! Luckily tomorrow paper is going to end early. Perhaps I will have enough time. Its okay, its my favourite subject though :D

Okay, thats all for today. I will try to get my hands off the computer :D

Love,
The Geek
P/S Going to study. WILL STUDY :D

Akar Mekar ;D

2009-08-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

Akar Mekar was surprisingly awesome. Eventhough I have to spend lesser time on sleeping, reaching home at 10pm plus plus every night, falling asleep in between classes but its ironically awesome. The rehearsal was shitty as we will only reach home late night and have to used the time in between to do our homeworks and have to go to school the next day. Therefore, it explains why I was moodless in classes these few days. But, I survive :D The real day was awesome. It felt very quick. The dancing part. It happen like in a second. I didn't even realised its over. Haha! That is what I really like about dancing. Everything happens very quickly. Firstly, you will be getting ready for a minumum or 2 hours. But everything will be over in 6 minutes. Haha! Weird isn't it. Haha!

Akar Mekar definitely made a huge impact on me. I can't accept the fact that the whole concert thingy is over. No more teasing Esty with Baba Qamar, no more eating packet foods, no more watching other groups perform, no more doing homeworks on the floor while waiting for our turn to dance, no more Abg Eyon jokes, no more Mr. Violinist, no more oggling my eyes at one of the anak seni guy I have a crush on (yes, I am confessing) Damn it. Firstly, I should not even lay my eyes on the unknown anak seni guy. Now he is stuck in my head all day long. Wth? Ugh! I hate feeling this way. Having a crush on someone who I have seen before but am going to part with him like forever. I am so not going to meet him anymore but he keep appearing on my damn tiny pea brain. Ugh! Damn it. Its okay, I always get over it. Ugh! Why why why why you. Damn it. Its better to stick with fantasy, right?

Love,
The Geek
P/S Get off my heads you scum. Ugh!

Hiatus~

2009-08-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

Okay, I have decided to skip night study -_- I don't know but I just felt lazy and my ass is sticking to this computer seat. Furthermore, I still have not have my shower. Therefore it explains everything. Sorry people.

I'm sorry but I just can't stop myself from posting their videos. Well, this is probably my first video of Suju. So please Kpop fangirls don't hate me aite or blog about me saying "Damn Jpop fangirls trying to get into Kpop." Puh-lease aite. I have my own reasons for liking them.

One problem solved. I am happy that we are alright. I mean, at least I felt relieved and happy. See we have to face the problems and its better to resolve it quickly. I felt relieved ;D My credit is low and I hate this kind of feeling. Seriously, I can't text and it seems that more and more people are wasting their SMSes to me when I can't reply to them. So please understand yahh.

Dendrum rehearsal is going to be on Wednesday and trust me I am super-tak-sabar about it. Haha! I can't tell why. And dancers its so not the violinist -.-' I think I will be away for now. I will be going on a hiatus. I got to stop blogging since prelim is in 2 weeks time. Wish me best of luck. I will be back soon. Haha!

Love,

The Geek

P/S Solved ;D

Obstacle.

2009-08-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

My schedule have been really pack with a lot of activities going on. Studies, homeworks, revisions and dance. I don't even have time to feed myself with fandom. I also did not have much time on the net ;( Life has been tough but I know that I have to stay strong and get through it. A lot of problems appears out of nowhere but I know I will be able to handle it with those that cares around me ;D I know I have to be strong and I will be strong. I am not a weakling, I am not a weakling eventhough how someone is going to stab my back. I am not going to shed as I am strong. I am a big strong girl.

Sorry but I just have to builds wall around me so I won't brake down anytime. Yesterday was FUN ;D Akar Mekar rehearsal was fun, interesting and I am so looking forward to it on next Wednesday. Haha! I can't tell you why tho. Haha! Going to go home at 10pm again on Wednesday and I have school the next day. Ugh. I am sure I am going to be tired but I can't complained. I have to be strong to handle it ;D Its been ages since I last dance, therefore it explains the muscle cramps I'm having. Damn. C.Rizwan is totally tightening our basic. Luckily that Baba guy save us from the 9 rounds of what I called the V-shape-kuda-kuda. Phew. Now I know how my junior felt. I am so looking forward for the performance mann. And and and hopefully we will be able to perform for Pesta Raya 09' Heh heh.

Love,
The Geek
P/S Life is good eventhough there is many obstacle ;D

Super random post. Sorry, I talk TOO much ;D

2009-07-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yeay! Let me update my blog with something happy ;D Since my previous post was... well... err... nevermind. Today was unexpectedly okay. Haha! As I was expecting troubles. LOL! Haha. So, life is getting more and more complicated. With troubles (haha!), homework (_I_) and health. Haha! I have been doing my homework's. Well, starting like a few minutes ago. Haha! I went home and did my maths paper without giving nonsense answer and was very ploud (yes, ploud) of mysele ;D MT mock exam just was wtf. I don't understand at all. In addition, the kawan lama also ask me. Like I also know -.-' My chemistry is slacking but Physics improving. Whuut. Its suppose to be the other way round yoz~ -.-'

I am losing track with a lot of things. I did not manage to do my usual youtube-ing hunting. Damn it. I am still searching for Tegomassu appearance in Hey!Hey!Hey! Music Station and Shounen Club! And HSJ appearance in Shounen Club. The play the HSJ wo abake. LIKE OMG! Watever abake it is, forgive me if I am wrong. LOL! I still am not getting update with 2NE1. Damn it. Watever it is, studies first ;D Btw, the clouds was VERY PRETTY TODAY. I was in awe the whole time after recess when I look up. It was so idk, pretty pretty clouds. Yes, I love clouds and don't give me that face -.-' It was so pretty. And just now when I was finally finishing my homework till I forget to watch "Sayang, Sayang" I saw STARS! AND IT HELLA BRIGHT MANN! I was so touched. Its not like I have not seen a start before in my life but it was very bright like a diamond. I love it. Guess what I am doing? Downloading a lot of songs to keep me awake for tomorrow's evening study. Yes, I was skipping it the whole time. I was already skipping it the moment the evening study start. Wth? Haha!

Love,
The Geek
P/S Damn, I talk a lot mann. Shit.

I hate flaws alright. Pffft.

2009-07-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

Okay I feel like dying. I have been spending my precious Saturday night and Sunday by going to the toilet more than 20 times already. Pfft. Thanks to the a lot of food I had at Expo and I am having food poisoning. Yeay! Pfft. Firstly, I already hate shitting. So when I have to shit a lot I hate it more. Wth. Thanks to Po Chai it helps me abit. Eventhough its like my first time eating these weird bottle with a lot of balls in. Due to the diarrheo, I had a fever. Yeay! Its been ages since I last had a fever. How estatic. Damn it. Note the sarcasm please. Ugh. But I'm fine now. I have to since I have 2 freaking test tomorrow and have to avoid on missing lessons. Tsk.

I guess I should control myself on the internet usage. Seriously mann. Prelims is in a few weeks time and here I am still fb-ing and blogging. Grgh! But before I stop or control myself. I should feed myself with Pi's buzzer beat. Yue Chao (a classmate) have watch it and damn it of course I envy him as I only see the screen caps. Ugh. I hate life now. Damn.

Love,
The Geek
P/S Not perfect.

Envious.

2009-07-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

I failed again :( I said I will use my Saturday to finish up ALL my weekend assignment to avoid doing last minute homeworks to Sunday. But Mum pulled me and we headed to Expo. LOL! Idk why but I didn't moarn this time when she asked me out. Haha! I get $10 to top-up my ezlink. Money to buy things and eat A LOT of FOOOD. Damn I so have to go to the gym. I ate so much. LOL! It was tiring but fun spending time with Mum ;D

She is awesome. I always envy how she sings. If she have her single I am so buying it. Her vocal is amazing.

Here is my another favourite ;D

Love,
The Geek
P/S Thanks so much FRIEND. Pfft. Bitch.

Schooooools.

2009-07-23T22:04:00.001+08:00

Today was well... boring. I was not being myself. I didn't fool around with Yong Li nor Eizzam. Didn't sing out loud in class. I was pretty dull and that is not who I am. I tried my VERY best on concentrating on POA but I ditch out last minute and read on my book. Damn it. But I can't help it mann, my mind is so slow. Luckily Maths supplementry was cancelled today n_n. I was grinning from ear to ear as soon as Mr Teo told us. Haha! Finally a break for my brain. But I had History after that -.-' Mr Bambang was irritating but I still enjoy his seriously lame jokes. Haha! I went home at 9pm today. Haha! I watched Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince again for the second time. I can already hear Ikaa mourning. Haha! Ikaa I am up for the third one but I am pretty sure I am going to knock out. LOL!

So, Era and the gang. Yes I kindda agree with you. Malfoy is not handsome okay. Well he look kindda hot from a distance but surely not up close. Haha! Era Era Era Era! I am up for "Jangan pandang belakang congkak". Let ask the penakut to go with us. Haha! Tomorrow is Friday and of course I am super elated by it. I can smile my ass off tomorrow. But there is Maths tomorrow -.-' Nevermind, I LOVE MATHS -.-' Dang. Alright its 10:05pm, I should get some sleep. Bye~

Love,
The Geek
P/S Not going to tarian tomorrow ;D

2009-07-21T17:34:00.000+08:00

Okay damn it. Blogger sucks on me again. There's something wrong with it. Bitch. Its okay I just need to blog, I really have to get all this stuff out of my damn peanut head.

Firstly, its Racial Harmony today and I have the worst costume ever. Damn. Plus my lovely own haircut make it a big spoil. Damn it. I was sweating the whole day and really hates the feeling of it. Damn. Second, the computer mouse is going beserk. Damn. Everytime my brother touch it there will be problems. Thirdly, my second brother have finish his idk and idc whatever camps. Therefore he do not have to go to camps anymore. Meaning I have to see his face everyday. Damn it. He can only find a job around August as he will only receive his IC around that months. Wow! How fascinating. Pfft. Fourthly, I have too many things in my mind to do. Someone's birthday is coming up and idk what the hell I am going to do. Money is such a problem. Damn it. Fifthly (is there such a word) I STILL HAVE NOT SENT MY RAYA CLOTHES TO THE TAILOR (WTF?). Lastly, I still have not start on my revision ;D Maybe the reasonof my second brother is at home is kindda well good. Damn it. Now the first one is going to come home from work. Pantat uhh. Tsk.

Why is there so many things that troubles me. I don't like it this way. I prefer the laid back person I used to be. The one who don't care at all and was always happy regardless of anything that happened. Why should I be so hot-tempered nowadays. I get angry a lot nowadays. I always fought with Dad and always about stupid stuff like he want to sit on that sofa -.-' Luckily I know how to control myself on not getting fights with Mum or else no Baju Raya -.-' I seriously have to settle this problems one by one. And and there is going to be solar eclipse tomorrow at 8:40:52 am. Go check it out. And I still have not done much research on my science fiction. I didn't even get the chance to do researh on Bermuda Triangles, Eclipse, Planet Nibiru and a lot more historical sites. Damn it. Why why why. Call me weird for researching this kinds of thing. But thats the way I am. I love this kinds of stuff. So please. Damn it.

Love,
The Geek
P/S Tsk.